i don´t know
and then from somewhere came, what is written below.
Be Nothing, Be All
Be Enlightement, Be the One
I was so angry and down, due all the ones who supposedly reached that Lester and Raman and Budha and all other just have left. I got so so angry and sad and hopeless that i just felt there is noting left.
That there is nothing i know , nothing i can be sure of and so on...seo i just let that feeling or whatever it was be. Without releasing without nothing.