Again in deep black hole.
I just had a thoughts in mind , that why i am here. Whatś the point of being here.Whatś the point of all this releasing and stuff if things not improve ( strongly related with a relationship ). Actually this all was related to a relationship with someone dearest.
I´m so damn weak that i could not even end that experience here . And first of all if i´am beingness then why do i need to end it at all. Since it is pure energy, i can just dissolve that all.
Also as a beingness, who i am , the heck do i then need to have experience like that. There has been thousand of times when i have already done that all. And besides being one with all , the beingness have had millions of experiences this kind.
And i´m releasing and releasing and releasing.....
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Hootless Crew - thanks for the great suggestion. In other news, did a wonderful free call with a fabulous coach (Kassy Daggett) today on "setting intention" as opposed to "resolution" for 2012. Mine, framed as if done, is daily in 2012 I found opportunities to be responsive, creative, and draw in joy and connection, and collected them on a private blog. Releasing will support these goals and focus both action and gratitude. Kassy also plans "seasonal intention setting" sessions as well. It's a very kind way to set goals... with an artistic flair! And... I set up my blog! I wonder what fabulous things I'll be reporting every day???
Comment by liiloo on January 2, 2012 at 1:01am "Comment by HOOTLESS CREW [ADMIN] 3 hours ago Delete Comment Have you tried running a special release process on the actual feeling? "
No i have not, due not being sort of able to find it out. I suspect i go round and round ( like circling ) while trying to release that. So this all keeps then us to be together again, since i do block something.
Kathy,
Theres only one thing where´s no hope, death . So if thereś no death there´s always hope.Only we as owner of that body and all the recorded data in it , tend to block things out.
Well i know that we will be together again, only thing is when does it manifests in that reality.
I know that i am unimaginably powerful, but .. when this knowledge actually will shine through. Don´t know.
Comment by HOOTLESS CREW [ADMIN] on January 1, 2012 at 9:02pm Have you tried running a special release process on the actual feeling? Might be worth a try as they often feel so seperate from us don't they?
Did this feeling try to control you or did it feel that way? and so on :)
I think they say that's the "next feeling". I have had something mildly similar going on (I'm sure not the same) and at present I'm more at peace with it (thanks to the clean up and other practices) ... and as they say "there's always the next feeling". That's little comfort, I realize, when the feelings and thoughts can be so painful. I encourage you to keep up with it. I too have experienced being weak in a "dearest" situtation... in my case, there seems like no hope for what I want... the only thing that helped (also painful) was to realize that I will always love this person no matter what, and that I actually do want for him what he most wants for himself. And yes, I'm still experiencing some pain and jealousy around that... and I release and release. Perhaps you are on the other side of that equasion and are the one loved but not wanting to hurt another - and I'm misreading that. But I send you unconditional love in hopes you can connect to that for yourself, and get what helps you most from your experience. K
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